the longer I live, the less comprehensible I find…
Page 180 the longer I live, the less comprehensible I find the notion of a God who listens, yields, takes account of our struggles. There is also the acknowledgment that the very notion of objectivity is an illusion. Simply put, the human participant is always a participant, never merely and observer. Somehow are subjectivity, are presence, our wills matter cosmically, whether we want them to or not
— from Takeoff Into Chaos · Becoming wise by Krista Tippett